~tormented-child

today i look upon my life and how it stands, i've created an enemy out of thin air, a once loved one, becomes what i hate most of all, but how can i really hate someone that had the power to change my world and make me see, and now that its over i know better, but why is it that i still hate when i should move on, and leave what conflict has come to be, i'll walk away from all that i know, and move into something new, i can have no regrets, for nothing became of my own choices... in these past few months i've grown and learned, and i've become an intirely different person, and never again will i be that same warm-hearted loving person that had been left behind, what i do is for me, and no one else, this is how i'll stand and avoid big opposition, sometimes a person is stronger when they've let go of all the ties that leave them tangled in one place for too long... in the end it was my fault, i walked knowingly into this bright door that holds but that of darkness and incredible pain, finally i'll look to myself, and i'll find something new to captivate me, and keep me coming back for more...